paris escudero

this is my dog Paris i got her when I was 5 or 6 years old she was the best thing that could’ve happened to me and I really loved her. paris was always happy she never liked to bother anyone she was clean and all she would give to you was love. on January 5th I went out to my front yard to take her to pe she went down the stairs normally but she had difficulty coming back up so I tried to go down and help her and I slipped and she went under me causing me to push her against the concrete, I didn’t mean to do it, I loved her I would never want to harm her, but my mom and I took her to urgent care were they put her to sleep, it was the hardest thing I’ve done my whole life I cried for hours that day and I cant stop crying I fell deppresed all the time I don’t want to eat I don’t want to stand up and I don’t really want to do anything. paris was the only thing that motivated me to wake up and to get things done but now shes gone and I fell like its all my fault. i just needed to get this off my chest and let people read how sweet Paris was and to honor her memory.