In January 2019 my beautiful darling angel, Emma, died. She was nearly 2 years old. She was this happy, bubbly, smart, talkative baby who loved the beach, the sun, games and her dad. She was the light of my life. She was her father’s, and my, pride and joy. Now she’s gone. I will never see her again. Her beautiful smile. Never hear her laughter that could make the whole room light up. My heart breaks in grief and misery. Now she is in heaven with the angels and her older brother, Dante, whom I lost when he was 13 months old. The pain i feel…it’s indescribable. I hope no mother ever has to lose their babies at a young age. Rest in peace, my beautiful darlings. Mummy misses you two.